Even though Bentley came early, I'm glad he did. He is the most perfect blessing and I'm so glad to be his mom.
These past 3 weeks have been crazy, stressful, busy, tiring, and full of ups and downs, but it's all been so worth it. Yes, I've already had plenty days where I just sit and cry or where I feel like I just want to give up. I thought I knew what I was getting myself into, especially coming from a big family and being around kids my whole life, but boy was I wrong. At times, I feel like I'm not the best mom for Bentley or I'm doing it all wrong. No one told me it was going to be so hard. I barely get any sleep anymore, I probably shower only twice a week now and I'm still trying to be a good wife. But every thing works out the way it's suppose to and Bentley was sent here to be part of my family and I was meant to be his mom. Even though I feel like I'm screwing up every day, I know I'm doing at least something right. I love being a mom, it's one of the greatest things in the world.
I love Bentley and Trevor more than anything in this world. I don't know how I got so lucky to call them mine.